Monday, April 8, 2013

Spring is springing

  The weather here is finally starting to warm, West Marine has been getting busier by the day, and the lake level is slowly rising. I should be able to launch my boat for the summer pretty soon, but I have a few projects on the list in preparation for the end of the season and, hopefully, a trip southwards.
The number one priority is wiring up a masthead antenna, as mine spent the last few years bolted to the stern-rail with an old lifesling bracket that has since given up on life. Among many other projects on the list for the summer are: shortening the bimini for use under sail, new backing plates for bow and stern pulpits, LED lights throughout, a bookshelf, shelving in the hanging locker, positive latches on everything, gelcoat patches, reinstalling the water tank, and many more besides. There are also some needs/wants I have to think though more before implementing, such as: bow roller and anchor, a second reef in the main, possibly one in the jib, dodger, thicker sleeping cushions.
 I've got all but one cabin light switched over to LED. While I was working on that I removed the old 12V car fan Cassie came with and sewed up a vent scoop for the forward hatch instead. I bought replacement bulbs for my nav lights only to find out this afternoon that all my fixtures except one use a different bulb, so I'll be rethinking what to do about that this week. I've got a Simrad TP10 autopilot waiting to be installed as well.
Hope, skin-on-frame.
  On the home front, the newest addition to my fleet, Hope, is almost ready to see her first bit of water. Hope is a little hard dinghy I originally designed in college to be built skin-on-frame from scrap wood in the scene shop. I really liked her lines, but couldn't get the canvas skin right. Her ribs sat stacked in the shed for the past few years, but when I started thinking about a trip south I realized I might need something a little more portable than Adra. Now Hope is built, stitch-and-glue from lauan and pine, and provided she behaves well, I look forward to putting her into service.
Hope, just being glued up.





Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Madman with a Boat

  When I bought my little O'Day 25 I bought it for two reasons: I wanted to work on a boat, and I wanted to go places.
  I think every sailor starts out dreaming, not of helming for hours on end, or huddling below during a thunderstorm (both things I've rather come to enjoy), but they imagine all the wonderful places they could go, things they could do and sights to see. I think it's the glimmering hint of beautiful beaches and bikini'd women that convinces a man to lay down his hard earned money for something as impractical as a boat.
  Up till now, my boat, Cassandra, has gotten very little day-to-day use. I'll splurge and take a week or two trip, and then maybe go out only two or three more times for the year on day sails. Part of the trouble is how far away my boat is from where I live. Wind is free, but the gas to drive an hour in an '85 Pontiac getting 16mpg is prohibitively expensive.
  The other issue is simply this: You don't go anywhere on a day sail. You spend 15 minutes prepping the boat, ten motoring out into the lake, ten hoisting and trimming sails, you sail around for an hour or two, then spend another half hour or more getting the boat put back in it's slip and packed away. Somehow having a destination, someplace to get out, to explore, a new view to wake up to that makes the work worthwhile.
  This is the time of year when dreams come. This time of year, when the store is empty and I have hours upon hours to imagine those far off beaches, making repairs anchored in crystal clear water. I imagine exploring little creeks and inlets up and down the East coast in my little dinghy, Hope (yet to be finished). And so I set myself to thinking. "Why haven't I done it yet; what's stopping me?" In the summer I don't go off for long because I 'need' to work at the store and make money. In winter I work at Syracuse Stage. What's stopping me? New jobs can be found, I have no significant other, I have a boat that sails and is a pleasant home for me. So, what's stopping me? I've decided that I'm really the only thing standing in my way. I have some financial obligations I have to fulfill, but if I can take care of that, all that is left is to screw my courage to the sticking place and go.
  And so I'm announcing my plan. It is my hope that come September 2013 I will cast off and sail down the East coast making my way for the Keys and Bahamas. I don't know how far I may get, or will even want to go. It's been a dream of mine to explore the Outer Banks ever since my family went to Ocracoke and saw the Blackbeard museum. I want to revisit the keys, and to sail a bit of the Texas coast. I want to see Norman's Key in the Bahamas. But most of all I want to go someplace,  I don't much care where.
I'm a madman with a boat, and I want to see what's out there.
 -Brian

Saturday, January 26, 2013

A Pause to Reflect


I update sporadically, I'm getting used to this fact. Still, five months after it happened seems a bit lazy to me.
I've half updated my map on google with the approximate route I took and what happened along the way. Dates and stories will come once I get my log book from my parent's house.

Anyway, I wrote this after my first or second day in Cape Vincent. I was feeling very alone, and very unimpressed with myself.

Well, I've done it. I sailed to Cape Vincent. And what have I found here? A quaint little town no more exciting than home. Less. A mess of shops and passing cargo ships reminding me exactly how out of place I feel.
Cassandra feels empty, like her soul left her. I feel empty too.
What was I expecting; some great miracle to give my life purpose? All I see is empty water. I see struggle and meaninglessness, because in the end, what I have done here is nothing. I don't want to go home. I don't want to go anywhere else. I want to stop being. I only feel alone and helpless. I miss Shawna every day. I am happy that she has found the life she wanted, but mine is bleakness without her. I think of finding someone else, anyone... just to feel something again. But I can't. My mind and my heart won't let go, and won't let me abandon the ideals I hold to.
What ideals... if it's all meaningless what does it matter? I don't care anymore... Some irrational part of me tells me "get drunk, screw around, and die." But I know I can't, and I won't.
I'm not a pirate. I'm not an actor. I'm not a craftsman. I'm not a writer. I'm not a gentleman. I'm not a sailor or an expert at anything. I'm not a ruffian, not a vagabond, not a romantic, not pessimist, not optimist, not realist. I'm an aberration. I fit nowhere. My body longs for open spaces, my heart for meaning, my mind for fulfillment, and my soul for it's mate.
I want to be positive, I want to be happy. But that hasn't been me for longer than I can fully remember.. I can pretend, I can put it off, and I can block it out, but when I'm alone, or when I look off into space, my eyes are turning inward, examining what is left, or what there ever was... and I always come back to this reality, always to the person I am, and it is never who I was meant to be.
I can see the man I was, the one I was supposed to be.. he lived before I ever did. He lives still in my dreams, when they come anymore. I wish at times I could just sleep and live in that world I see. Shawna saw it too, and that may be what I miss most... my companion in life and in dreams. I miss living. 
 On reflection though, making it to Cape Vincent, and then on to Mexico Point and my home marina was in many ways fulfilling. I didn't realize at the time, but that trip built up my confidence in my sailing skill, my boat, and myself far more than I knew or imagined it had. I felt so very alone, but it gave me the courage to ask a pretty girl to sit and visit with me for a bit. It showed me how valuable brief meetings and friendships can be. And above all, I accomplished my goal. I made it to Cape Vincent. In five months the disappointment has faded, and left good memories and a will to go on, to do more. I'm in the pre-planning stages of a trip to the Bahamas next winter, if I can get myself, my boat, and my finances up to snuff by then. I remain hopeful.


Thursday, August 9, 2012

Seastepping v1.2

For those who don't know, two years ago I planned to sail around the great lakes. I set my goal lower when life set in: to sail to Cape Vincent. I never made it. This year I try again. Here's a link to a map of the trip as planned thus far.
 -B.

Friday, March 30, 2012

Sailing into 2012. Or something like that.

Not much from the home front lately. Dad and I got Cassie's board in, months after we had ordered it and took a day to drill the new hole for the pivot pin and installed the new board. The hole got a little crooked, and we didn't have time to grind out where the shackle fit in. I'm wishing we had taken the time, because when we got it back into the water we found out the board would stick when fully retracted. It had worked fine on land, but the extra buoyancy in the water kept the weight from overcoming the friction. Also, because the pivot hole is larger on one side, the board will flop in the case, only in one direction though, which is annoying more than anything. So far this year I've cut new handrails from Trex composite lumber. The old ones were greyed, and the one had cracked in a couple places. I also pulled the hatch runners. When I did, the screws that had been holding them snapped off because they weren't stainless and had rusted in. The old sealant also flaked off in my fingers, so I think that is where my leak has been coming from. I'm cutting new hatch runners from the trex as well. I have a bookshelf on the drawing board for the space behind my galley table, but don't know if I will have it finished this year. I'm hesitant to spend any more on the boat until I get a new car. I am also debating a number of other non-critical improvements that will make life aboard more pleasant. Turn-buttons on hatches, a flat surface under the sink to store things, a way to convert the port settee into a double bed, the list goes on..
I'm doing my best to get everything together so I can finally sail to Cape Vincent this year. If I don't I will be very upset with myself.
On the bright side, a number of friends have offered to join me sailing this summer, so I shouldn't have to do it alone.
More as it develops.

Friday, September 2, 2011

A father's day to remember and a Crunch to forget.

So much has happened, and so little at the same time. I've been assistant manager at West Marine for a few months now and am enjoying it quite a bit. I haven't had much time to go sailing lately for a few reasons I will discuss, but first it's story time.
It's a day or two before father's day and the wind is perfect, blowing from the west at ten to fifteen, My dad, sister, and I all have the day off, so we make the trip up to the marina and pile onto Cassandra. The plan is to sail up to the Salmon River, have lunch, and then sail back. It is so much different having three people on the boat that know what they're doing. I was able to ready the outboard while Christine hanked the jib on and Dad sorted our supplies.
We motored out into the lake, Dad took the tiller, and I was able to raise the main and jib myself without worrying about how much the boat was falling off, or whether we were going to jibe and kill myself. We fire up the GPS, point just north of the river mouth, and set the sails. I steer most of the way while Christine is riding in her usual spot in the companionway, and Dad sits on the leeward cockpit seat. I can tell by their smiles that they're both loving it. I think that may be one reason sailing with other people is so much more enjoyable.
Less than an hour later we pull into the mouth of the Salmon River and motor towards the break wall, I drop anchor in two feet of water just as the rudder touches the bottom, we back down on it and pull out our lunches. It's a tasty batch of sandwiches that we all share, smiling and chatting in the warm sun while a nice steady breeze keeps us cool and comfortable. While we eat the wind begins to shift to the north a little, so by the time we finish and motor out it's perfect for a starboard tack all the way back. We set the GPS again, and head off. This time Dad takes the tiller and I get to ride the bow over the waves under full sail, something I have never gotten to do on my own boat before. I remembered why I love sailing that day.
We sail on like that for another hour or so and come to the mouth of Little Salmon River. Dad and I decide we want to try to sail in. I've done it alone once before because I dimply don't like to use the outboard in the lake. Jackson is a short shaft, and doesn't always stay in the water; something I've never been comfortable with. So I just get sail up as soon as possible and take it down as late as possible. Anyway, we're sailing in, and this father and son are out kayaking. It's kind of obvious the son has done it before and the father hasn't. They're right in the middle of the entrance when the father rolls his kayak and falls out. He looks like he's having a hard time of it and he's drifting down the coast. Dad is on the tiller so I can drop the main, the jib is already down and tied up on the foredeck.
We get in without further difficulty, I drop the main and kick the outboard on. Dad turns to call to a passing powerboat that a kayaker rolled in the entrance and he might need help, unfortunately, Dad doesn't turn around as soon as this message is relayed and we start to drift out of the channel. I see it, and try to get his attention but it's too late, the mast crashes into a branch hanging overhead and we stop dead. I try to back out, but we're stuck fast. I climb onto the shrouds and shake the boat with the outboard it full reverse. Nothing. I'm confused, it looks like we should just be able to break free and back out, but for some reason it's not happening. I think, "we can't be aground, the depth sounder is saying five feet, we can anchor in three and be fine... Maybe Jackson just isn't up to the task, he's never been particularly powerful in reverse." Christine is down below getting into her swimsuit to check things out from in the water.
Just then a DEC boat comes up alongside with a big seventy horse outboard and asks if we'd like a tow. I'm still thinking we can get it ourselves, but dad thinks it's a good idea and I finally decide, yes, we'll get unstuck faster this way. They throw us a line and kick it into full reverse. We move a little, but not enough. They try again, nothing. So they swing around and try pulling in forward. That does it. After a few tries at full power a huge crunching crack sounds through the hull and a tree branch drops into the water. We're floating on our own again and start to motor back to the slip. I take the tiller from dad who's feeling very guilty. The boat feels sluggish as I steer. It's then I look down and see the centerboard is still down... all six feet of it... I pull the rope, it comes up slowly then jams half way. I think, "uh-oh.. hopefuly it's just a root or something wedged." I let go of the rope, expecting the board to drop back down and shake the root loose. Nothing happens. "shit..." We get to the dock, I get the boat hook and poke around at the board. I can feel something wedged along the side of the board. It feels like the pendant, but I can't figure out how it would get there. I manage to get the board unstuck, the climb back in and pull it up, it wedges again. "Not good.." The was a time in there I'm leaving out in there where we all think the board may have broken off and go walk around in the water where we went aground looking for it. We found nothing but a very deep trench where the centerboard wedged as the boat tried to pull us out.
Don is there tending to his marina and suggests we take the boat out into clear water and dive on it, we do. I can tell something is very wrong. The boat is slow and steers funny. We get out into the lake, drop anchor in fifteen feet of water, and I get in. I don't even have to go under, my feet touch the board as I hang off the gunwale, and I feel a jagged edge. We've snapped the board... somehow it's all still there, but badly cracked for sure. Dad feels terrible. He's offered to pay any repair fees. We get home and order a new board, new mounting hardware, the works. And that's where things stayed.. for two months.

Monday, May 2, 2011

A New Dawn on a New Season

Well, as this sailing season begins with a cold rainy start, my second summer out of college is heading in an interesting new direction I had not expected. I spent this winter working part time at Syracuse Stage, but when the new year started, they didn't need my help and I was forced to look for more work. This search led me to apply at West Marine. I'd applied before last spring, but never heard anything about it again. I pretty much expected the same this time, and as weeks went by I had all but forgotten about it. Then I got a call, they wanted an interview.
Fast forward a month or two, now I'm working 10 hours a week at west marine. They hired me because of the experience I have with sailing... specifically building Adra, and everything this blog has covered. One day my manager comes up to me and says, "Do you want the Assistant Manager position, I don't have one yet, and you're qualified." So now, not even two months working there and I have a management position. I'm still trying to figure out how it happened. The Lord is good.
Anyway.. that is loosely connected to what is happening with Cassandra. At West Marine one of my fellow co-workers is a licensed USCG captain, and owns a marina up on the Little Salmon River. He writes articles and needed a boat to take pictures of, I'd told him I wasn't sure how I'd afford to get Cassandra on the water this year, eventually he proposed a trade, Cassandra gets a slip in his marina, and he takes his pictures of me and my boat.
Yesterday we both had the day off and were going to launch Cassandra, step the mast, and take pictures of the stepping process. Well, the day dawned, cold and pouring. Still we both showed up and waited for a clearing. None came. So, we launched Cassandra in the pouring rain. We were both soaked to the bone by the time she was in the water. On a side note, Jackson has a fever and isn't cooling properly. I need to replace a gasket, but in the meantime I was allowed to use the marina's 15hp outboard to get Cassandra to her slip. So, the Lord has provided me with a well paying job, a slip for Cassandra, and a friendly coworkers. I'm looking forward to see how this year continues. Mast stepping should hopefully happen next week, updates will follow as more happens.

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